...Nothing is ever the way it should be...

I'm an introvert. I've been hurt emotionally many times and it was a good lesson for me. I find it difficult to show my real emotions, it is hard for me after I had been seriously hurt by the one I loved.

Even now I admit that nothing is ever the way it should be. I'm a person who takes everything seriously and usually worries without a reason. Well, that's the way I am. It's very tough to survive when you know that there is [?] someone waiting for you but they are far from you and you've almost lost contact with them.

...watch me

crawl from the wreckage

of my silence

conversation

fading...

Yes, I love Dream Theater. There's something very special in their songs. When I turn on A change of seasons or Train of thought, I feel as if I were far away from the place I'm living in... I can easily find myself in their lyrics. My life is like an endless sacrifice and I'm expecting the crimson sunset...

The end is drawing near.